Why do you sleep at night
whats going on that you can't see
I want to stay up and see how much of myself I can really be
Time is inevitable that's why my brain and heart doesn't stop
letting the rest of my body rot.
To eat poison my that my flesh can't live without
Drinking inequities and iniquities that's blasphemous to my soul
I said "new me you're getting old"
I wanted to be done with myself
If I wanted to drown in my tears I promise it'll take less than a year.
I know what it means to be pure
what good is a definition if I can't wash my flesh away
It won't come off
Im trying but I can't get passed my skin
Realizing that's the nucleus of my sin.
Ignoring my own blood as if it was dirt
Pushing through trying to find my own peace of mind.